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简介 LrningToLoveHrself

Trump won. You will not benefit from my generosity only vote my rights and existence down the tubes. Actions have consequences.

感情状态: 开放

性别: 女性

出身地: United States of America

假奶子: 否

兴趣爱好: Staying alive

会勾起我性欲的是: Seeing me as human.

会浇灭我性欲的是: Hate

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4个月前

I'm embarrassed

I've had a while to sit with my emotions. I'm sad. I'm hurt. I'm disappointed. I'm sad that so few saw me as anything other than an object to receive sexual attention from. I never did porn to earn money, sweet bonus sure, but not my focus. People are confused, Learning to love yourself? Whuzzat mean? I have so much self-loathing. When I'm not isolating and "ghosting" people, because people demand constant attention always and the phone glued to us like a horrible appendage. I never want to ignore anyone, but there are a lot of days where I wonder "Why do I even bother?" Days where I haven't left my bed. Everything feels so surface level when I've seen the true face of my country. My life growing up wondering, "When is the shoe going to drop?" Now.
My daydreams of just being somewhere where people love me for hours and from my toes to my nose... is just probably fantasy. I know cynics have the world wrong, folk do care, folks are just as distraught as I am... I just feel that kindness is the minority. I feel gutted. I feel alone and I still have to get up and go to work like nothing is amiss.

Irishfan12345

4个月前

100% right that kindness is the minority now. No one cares anymore. It's honestly quite a shame. Your last sentence speaks volumes...I feel like that most every day.

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